But, there were a few beginnings as well. A beginning to French, a beginning to backpacking, and most importantly, a beginning to a marriage.
There are also the things that have remained in my life, and that I hope will be there forever. Relationships that are like the waves of the sea in a sense: continual, never ending, never diminishing. Even if there is an ebb and flow, there is also a constancy, a stability to them.
Now maybe it is time to restart the running, and maybe the blog as well. I'm so sure about the blog, but I will at least make this post and consider putting my thoughts in writing again.
I have found myself looking into trail races and running forums for the first time in almost a year. I am feeling a motivation that I had lost. I am hoping that as I act on this initial desire that it will encourage more growth. I've missed running. Missed being outside, missed the feelings of capability and strength that I got through running, missed the excitement of planning a new race in a new place. Running isn't everything, it isn't even necessary for me to live happily-but it definitely enhanced my life. There has been nothing negative ever associated with running for me-only positive.
So, this may just be an informational post. Athens Runner Girls may finally end here. Or maybe she will become something a bit different than before. I'll have to think about that . And, we'll have to see where the running goes as well.
But at least I have begun again.
2 comments:
This made me weep. You have not only endured these past few years, you found joy in the midst of it all, and with such grace.
Your post made me feel nostalgic for all those runs in Athens...Potter Rd to the bike trail and the best route down Court St with a Casa finish...sigh. Those days may be behind us but they're a part of every run I go on, even now. sniff sniff
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